Beauty and Not the Breakdown

Beauty and Not the Breakdown

For a while now, I’ve been hiding a tiny depression I’ve been having while looking at my post-pregnancy body. I want to workout BADLY, to get rid of the flabs, fats, and general jiggliness of it all. But I’m not allowed to yet, since I’ve just given birth. Looking back, part of this was caused … Continue reading

Our Whole-Hearted Light

Our Whole-Hearted Light

He was staring off into nowhere. I poke him on his sides and he blurted out, “Caleb Lucis.” I looked at him questioningly. “Caleb Lucis,” he repeated with more conviction. And so it was. ~*~*~ When Dr. Abad scheduled me for a congenital anomaly scan last Wednesday, we were nervous beyond scale. While I religiously … Continue reading

Hi anak, this is TL;DR. But read it anyway.

Hi anak, this is TL;DR. But read it anyway.

Hello! This is Nanay. :) It’s my first time writing to you, and because of that maraming sasabihin si Nanay. Sit a while and read muna. :) So we’re currently on our 18th week together. Madami na tayong napagdaanan anak, at hindi ka pa lumalabas niyan ha. A lot of times, this fact makes me … Continue reading

And now, there is nothing.

And now, there is nothing. A faded memory.A voice.A judgment.A call. There is nothing. Sincerity.Friendship.Love.Trust.Faith.Loyalty. There is nothing. Torn angles.Clouded horizon.Cold hands. ~*~*~ Inspired by today’s events. Thank you.

Daddy’s Little Girl

She didn’t know how much of a daddy’s girl she was until it just hit her, one day, two weeks before her birthday. Her dad has been gone for four years and a month, and yet she can’t get herself up from the slump she dragged herself in since that time. It’s becoming a pain. … Continue reading